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Wednesday, February 4th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:09 am. |
| Mood: |  indifferent. |
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i guess i should re-remind you that i'm not dead.. i just changed my icon.. if i can figure out how to make a decent layout i'll probably start posting some more in this.. we'll see..
i'm more into my ujournal.. www.ujournal.org/users/fumehead
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Thursday, August 22nd, 2002
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i guess i should post something, to let u know i'm not dead. so here it is
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Saturday, August 10th, 2002
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Wednesday, July 17th, 2002
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i deleted my ujournal 'browntrucker'. But i made a new one, the username is 'fumehead'.
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| Time: | 3:02 pm. |
| Mood: |  busy. |
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a lot of people have U-journals now. I hear Ujournals are better than ljs. So i'm going to conform and abandon my Lj.
my ujournal: http://www.ujournal.org/users/browntrucker/
i know, im not original. I need to learn html to make my shit all interesting adn trippy. Like UDONTMOTIVATEME her journal is kick ass.
im going to go fuck around with my Ujuornal's
later
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| Time: | 3:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  blank. |
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went to dentist's today. got a filling in my cavity. that gas that makes u feel all floaty is kick ass. I dont ever remember fillings hurting before.
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Saturday, July 13th, 2002
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i had teh best fucking guitar lesson today. I showed Jeff 'handle this' by sum41. He liked it a lot. And he figured out most the song in 2 minutes, and he staretd showing me it. I know almost up to teh end of hte solo. After that the chorus and verse repeats but i think there's a bridge, not sure. So i pretty much know the song. Next week im going to show him the "in too deep" solo. Brownsound kicks ass. I dont consider Sum41 a punk band. Anyway, must practice. I'm going to try to start soloing with teh scales i know and stuff.
later
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Thursday, July 11th, 2002
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| Time: | 7:15 pm. |
| Mood: |  drained. |
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today was fucking insanely fun. I went skating with Eric, Bryan, Will, Anotnio and Henry. We skated all the way to fucking Greeneville i think. We went through bronxeville and into deep eastchester. Everything is so clean there. It was fun, but the first 10 minutes my lungs where being assholes and i kept hurting. And i fell a lot too. Over stupid shit. Then when we got to eastchester they were sessioning on some rails and shit. Henry was recording everybody. Then were sessioning in front of champs or whatever it is. Nice huge planters... maybe 4 or 5 feet high. They were ollieing on and ollieing off. Trying kickflps and stuff and what not. My ollies arent taht good yet. It was fun, then the cops came. So we then went to the eastchester high school. So deserted, so perfect.
I DID THE 2 STAIR
it was sweet. i could never do stairs. Eric helped me a lot. I did it a few times. But by then we were dead tired. I puled a few nice shuvs, a few kickflips that were pretty sexy. I want to ollie into nosestalls, like high planters and stuff. Before today i havent skated in a long ass time. Then we called brian's dad. And he wasnt home. SO WE HAD TO SKATE HOME FROM GREENEVILE!!!!! It took more than a fucking hour. ugh, i hated it. The school doors were open so we went inside and drank from the fountains. Antonio was skating in teh halls and stuff. Even their schools seem cool. Lots of benches and curbs and rails, a soccer field, a few tennis courts, and a huge loading dock. It was fun. Will and eric had to go back to greeneville cuz will left hsi keys at the shcool. Sux for them, we didnt see them from then on. Then we finally got to brian's adn ate cheese products and jello and caprisun and everything else we could find. Then i ate some really good pasta that i cant pronounce. It was soo good. mmmmm his grand mama kicks ass. Then my dad picked me up.
We used to do taht every day last summer, me and louis that is. But louis works now. I WANT MY GOAT BACK!! ... thats another story.
i think they're going skating again saturday, so i'll go there after my guitar lessons. I want to sleep for like 3 days straight, but i want to go out and skate too, but im really tired.
erg, ah fuck it. I'll get jimmy adn we'll skate a bit outside. I wanna get my ollies sexy again. I'm probably going to die from fatigue or soemthing
well i should go
later
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| Time: | 7:29 pm. |
| Mood: | tired. |
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What Spooky Being are You?
had band practice today. Didnt get much done at first, but we had fun. Ate lots of icees. then we eventually started making up a new song. Its the best one so far, i think. I made up almost all of it or i more heavily influenced, thats pretty cool.
Then everyone was hungry and stuff. So i spent my erica money and bought a few pies. I was going to buy a phone card too, erg. I'm a dick sometimes liek that. I forget stuff.
Today the wierdest shit happened. I was talking to victor in starro's den. And then all of a sudden i heard all these wierd ass noises, like pinball sound effects and birds chirping from victor. But he wasnt making anynoises, he was jsut talking. And then ... like .. . .. hard to explain... its like the noises just shot at me from victor to my brain. Like a bullet or somethign or a baseball. And then my eyes closed and i couldnt open them. And then i got really really dizzy and i fell over (i was sitting) and then i had the hugest fuckin headache. And victor just looked at me, it all happened in a matter of like 10 seconds. erg, my head still hurts. Feels like i got beamed in the head with a baseball. And now i keep forgetting stuff. ahh i hate this. It happened once before a while ago.
ugh, i feel liek shit. I should watch my weight again, i can feel that im slipping away. Last summer i lost like 55 lbs. I should lose more. My ideal is 160 i think or 155, and im 170.
this is the sentence where i say "i miss Erica". I hear she takes music lessons from jeff, the same day as me and nick. Thats pretty cool. I'm gonna see the danny tomorrow. should be fun.
I'm gettign some sleep, i hurt.
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| Time: | 10:13 am. |
| Mood: |  discontent. |
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just got back from drivign with my dad. Fun. Band practice today, cant wait. I think im gonna drive to band practice. I think i have to pick up nick too. Should be fun. I hope today's practice will be as productive as the last. We're going to record the instrumental into life today. We're gonna start working on another song too. Should be fun. I might get a side project started with danny. I want the old band back, but mike is pretty good. so Im gonna see if starro, victor and nick are interested in getting the old band together again. I think everyone will be all about it, cept maybe starro. Cuz he thinks danny is too depressing. I've never seen starro depressed, or sad, or bummed or anything. hmm i guess thats just my envy speaking. Nick is probably going to be lead in danny's band. hmm i was hoping i could get a 4 piece with danny, and maybe i could be lead. i guess that cant happen. hmmm yea.
i hope the rest of the band wants to do the side project thing. It would be cool. I had to duct tape my pickups into place. I look almost as poor as i am. I even made a big ama-gram on the guitar. When i get my printer scanner thing fixed. I'll scan it. It looks pretty cool.
everyone has a job and a girlfriend. i guess thats all u need to be happy now...
I'm gonna make a little knob thing wiht my duct tape. So i can put it on my pickup switch. The black knob thing fell of a long time ago. I'm gonna do a whole bunch of shit to my warlock with duct tape. Its pretty fun. I'm gonna write every name our band somewhere on it, wiht white out. yea...
i should go now
it feels like im not the musician i used to be. i cant explain it, its wierd. Withdrawl sux. You start believing the wierdest shit. I hate it. I just want everything how it was.
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| Time: | 3:55 pm. |
| Mood: | sad. |
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so hungry.., I'm listening to dashboard confessionals and we have nothign to eat, and i left my tuner at starro's house, and im locked home for a while. This blows
I was getting punished and one of victor's friends call. I hung up on them. then they called again. And then i hung up again. Then signed online so no one else calls. Then got punished. It sux. It hurt a lot. Oh well. I havent gotten punished in a long time. I think i'm gonna get punished again tomorrow when she gets home from work.
:(
wow the guy from dashboard confessionals is pretty good at guitar. Zakk Wylde is still god. MTV2 played the 'nirvana unplugged' yea, it was cool. I cant wait till the Kurt Cobain diary comes out, i think it comes out late september i heard. Courtney Love is a bitch. She's exploiting him.... i'm still buying it. She will be very rich. I also hear that Courtney Love, David Grohl, and Krist Noveselic are still in eth court. Turns out that Courtney legally has all of kurts songs and lyrics. But David Grohl and Krist Noveselic have the performances adn stuff. They were goign to release a new nirvana song. I think it was called "you know you're right" or somethign liek taht. Courtney Blows.
Well im out.
I found my coke pipe that i bought from buddha's a while ago. Pretty cool.
later
oh shit, i just realized that smarterchild doesnt work anymore. NOO. Fuck, i dont know anyother bots.
:(
here i am in teh bottom of the barrel again...
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| Time: | 10:45 am. |
| Mood: |  okay. |
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we had the best band practice yesterday. I think the best one so far, or atleast the most productive one. I told the band about the aug. 2nd thing. And they got right on it. We worked a lot. After yelling "shut the fuck up" atleast 20 times in the mic. Nick kept soloing and stuff, usually im doing that. And Starro's drumming away, he always does that too, but he's fucking awesome so... we let him. And me and victor were talking. I dont know what mike does. That happens every break. Or when we start drifting away. then i yell shut the fuck up a few times. And we get back to work. heh, its so cool.
We got sex, drugs & rock n roll done. its ok i guess. If i were a fan, i doubt i'd listen to it. But its cool i guess. the solo is cool. And at the end starro goes bzerk on his drums. ITS FUCKING AWESOME and then when its starts to fade u hear me play "leila" by eric claypton its so funny. Yea we made a demo, just that song though. Cuz thats all she wanted, was one song. We finished up this instrumental thing too. Its awesome, cuz i get to play stuff!! and only i'm playing, or nick is soloing or something. After that instrumental, it fades right into instrumental "life". Everyone likes "life". If we get big, i want a ring tone of "life". heh.
speaking of which. My cell phone bill came up to 240 dollars. And its supposed to be 40. I wasted all my minutes when i called lisa May30th. And i text messages a lot. yea..
my dad took me driving earlier. I did good. I drove on teh sprain brooke parkway. I just hate how he doesnt let me go fast. I feel like teh old man u always see driving slow. And all teh other cars cut him off a lot. it sux. but its cool. i think he's going to let me drive to my music lessons too. I should get ready for that.
yea i should
late
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| Time: | 3:57 pm. |
| Mood: | lethargic. |
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today i learned the 'californication' solo. The beginning of 'underneath the bridge' and the beginning to soul to squeeze. I dont want to learn the rest of 'underneath the bridge'. I'm going to learn all of 'soul to squeeze', maybe by the end of today, cuz its too hot to go out.
i talked to Erica online. hmm not much of a conversation. But it was cool hearing from her again. its like i dont know her anymore. oh well. hmm
I'm planning on buying a cheap little electronic keyboard sometime in teh future (if i ever get a fucking job), and teach my self keyboard. I failed all 4 semesters of music last year, so i guess i kind of have a head start...
well...off to go play with my music machine
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i saw a huge as centipede running around on my kitchen floor last night. It was the size of my index finger. I wanted to catch it and let it free in Nick's room or something. But i hear they are poisonious(sp?), so i didnt do anything. Just went to my room and played guitar. Now im afraid to go downstairs. heh. yea, i hate centipedes the most. Everything else is cool....cept millipedes...those suck too.
My band might have a gig august 2nd in long island. Some lady who books bands IMed me last night, adn gave me all the details. We're going to make a demo tape and send it to her. She has to hear atleast one song, wiht lyrics and stuff. We have a half an hour on stage. Im not sure if we have enough songs. Hmm i'm going to tell teh band. And hopefully we can work our asses off. I wish we had the danny back. We had lots of songs with him. Not to mention we actually got stuff done with him. hmm i hear he's grounded for the whole summer thuogh. Cuz he got left back.
yea
later
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Wednesday, July 3rd, 2002
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| Time: | 11:06 am. |
| Mood: | busy. |
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last nite i played guitar till 4 in the morning. Not really played, more just practiced. Its better at night. I was practicing my scales with my metronome. I can do it at 100. I can go down one scale then come up on another and vice versa. Then worked on downstroking in between the beeps instead of on the beeps. I got that pretty easy. Today im going to try to do teh alternate scale thing while downpicking in between teh beeps.
Then i started working from teh guitar book. That shit is so boring. but once u get the hang of it, its not that bad at all. So i got pretty far in the book. I can read staff music a lot better than i could yesterday. I'm giong to try to learn the notes on atleast 2 strings today. And play all the songs that they give.
I started teaching myself teh 'paranoid' solo (by black sabbath) yesterday. I only got a bit of it. I'm probably going to work on that too, but i'll probably finish in a few days. its a lot, and with tabs u have to improvise a lot, adn usually rearrange it and what not.
I can tune by ear really good now too. Thats pretty cool. i can tune to lower d adn everything. I was working on that last nite too. wow i did a lot. whatever.
I'm currently working on 3 songs.
1; i took this country lick that nick showed me a long time ago and im making a song out of it. its pretty cool. I'm using the scales, there isnt a lot of strumming, just in teh verse.
2; Nick made up this cool thing taht we were goign to use in a song in the band, but then dropped it. I'm taking that and just trying out stuff. It sounds cool. Like an old metallica song without soloing.
3; this acoustic kind of song called "filthy". I found this piece i wrote a logn time ago. And started putting music to it. I want it to be an instrumental or something, i dont know yet.
well yea....
lots of guitar. I dont know why, lately i've just gotten motivated a lot. Im not sure why. Its cool, i lock me in my room for hours with my guitar and no amp. Its perfect. Hmmm yea... i need a job.
My mom decided to become an unfair bitch. 2nd markign period i was failing most everything. So my dad said if i improve a lot by the time school ends adn pass most all my classes, he'll buy me a guitar. So school ends, i improve a lot. Pass every class but chem (only 16 kids passed chem). And now she's like if i dont cut my hair, im not getting a guitar.... fuck that shit. my hair has nothing to do with guitar. Its pretty fucked up.
whatever.
later
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-- Physical appearance --
1. What do you most like about your body?
hmm before it was my hair, but now i dont gel it, cuz its getting long
2. And least?
my brownness, i want to be 'that white guy'
3. How many fillings do you have?
i was supposed to get one last week. but i never made an appointment....thats as bad ass as i get.
4. Do you think you're good looking?
nope
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?
people tell me i look like dave basht
6. Do you look like any celebrities?
brownsound
-- Fashion --
1. Do you wear a watch?
no
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?
i dont know
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?
blue
4. Most expensive item of clothing?
i dont know
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?
osiris
6. Describe your style in one word:
blue
-- Your Friends --
1. Do your friends 'know' you?
they know enough
2. What do they tend to be like?
funny, stupid, cool
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?
nope
4. How many people do you tell everything to?
one
5. How many people tell you everything?
danny tells everything to everyone
-- Love --
1. Are you in a relationship right now?
yes
2. Rate it on a scale from 1-10:
1
3. How 'far' have you been?
wouldnt u liek to know?
4. What song reminds you of your special someone?
guns n roses - dont cry
5. Have you ever loved a person so much that it hurt?
no
6. How many people do you say 'I love you' to on a daily basis?
none
7. Have you ever cheated on your significant other?
no
8. If not, would you ever if given the chance with the guy/girl of your dreams?
no
-- Music/TV/Film/Books --
1. Favorite band ever?
black sabbath probably
2. Most listened to bands:
too fuckin much. I'm listenign to teh hoobastank cd now
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?
most any chick who plays guitar or bass (shakira, paz, avril lavigne etc)
4. Can you play an instrument?
guitar, im gonna teach my self piano
5. Type of music most listened to?
most all kinds of rock
6. Type never listened to?
foriegn stuff
7. Favorite book?
i dont remember
8. Favorite movie?
jay and silent bob strike back, happy gilmore, dogma, there are many
-- Underwear --
1. Ladies, do you like to wear thongs?
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2. If so, why?
....
3. What is the nicest color for underwear?
green. dont care
4. Do you find it uncomfortable without a bra?
haha i really wanna answer that
5. Do you make it a habit of showing people your underwear?
all of yonkers has seen my ass
-- Religion --
1. Do you believe in a religion?
amitism!!
2. How do you think this universe was formed?
dont care
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant?
nope
4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose?
i dont know
-- Homosexuality --
1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?
nothin really.
2. Do you detest homosexuality?
not really, do whatever makes u horny
3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children?
dont care
-- General Questions --
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?
i dont know..me?
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?
rainy
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?
fuck yea
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?
no, it selfish when people call suicide victims selfish.
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Saturday, June 29th, 2002
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Thursday, June 27th, 2002
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soy fue hablando con Erica en el telefono. No hablo con su en 2 semanas. Megustase mucho, pero erica no legastame. no se porque.... hmmm ... si....
Erica es muy comico, y simpatico, y interesante y inteligente mmmmm Erica. haha.
Yo tenia un 95 en my regents de espanol......puta
haha
mi padre es (taking me) (driving) manana.
later
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| Time: | 4:36 pm. |
| Mood: | okay. |
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HOLY SHIT, ROSE MAILED ME. She sent this big long ass letter. with some stuff. She's doing good now, in school and in everyhting. Oh man im so fuckin happy. I called her i think a little less than 2 weeks ago. She's a lot happier than before, so am i .. i guess. She sent a black ring that used to be brooke's, and she sent me a ring of hers. her's is silver with like blue flames. Brooke's is black, but like shiny. Those two rings are my most valuable posessions. I told everything with Erica and stuff. She thinks we're both stupid, heh. She's right. Oh man, i miss her handwriting, so curvy. I remember when she came down i was trying to write like her adn then i just ended up making fun of her. haha. Oh man im so happy. She said in the letter taht she has brooke's jewelry box so she's gonna send me stuff of hers. i cant believe how happy i am right now. Well she thinks i should just dump Erica and move to winnipeg, lol. She said brownsound is really popular so i should have no problem hooking up wiht the local pussy. haha. She's so funny. I'm gonna road trip up there, by myself. hmm i should have my license by the time school starts. I wrote back tellign her. I wrote like 3 pages. wow, i still cant believe she wrote to me. She wrote like 2 pages too. wow. I miss her. ah well.
im gonna go now
later
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